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Everyday, I am closer and closer to my grave.
Crazed soul, lost without a goal.
I dig my destiny, one shovelful at a time.
Everyday, I am closer and closer to my grave.
Undressed to a overestimated ceremony.
Overwhelmed by a underestimated estimative.
Everyday, I am closer and closer to my grave.
A glaze, a glimpse to a future unsung
I blame myself not to do what I could've done.
Everyday I die a little
The ghost walks down the aisle
Grace never left her side, even as the years gone by
Were a cruel remembrance of my inadequacy
My inability to make plans and to live by my creed.
Comes back to haunt me on this dying day and forever you will set me free.
Crazed soul, lost without a goal.
I dig my destiny, one shovelful at a time.
Everyday, I am closer and closer to my grave.
Undressed to a overestimated ceremony.
Overwhelmed by a underestimated estimative.
Everyday, I am closer and closer to my grave.
A glaze, a glimpse to a future unsung
I blame myself not to do what I could've done.
Everyday I die a little
The ghost walks down the aisle
Grace never left her side, even as the years gone by
Were a cruel remembrance of my inadequacy
My inability to make plans and to live by my creed.
Comes back to haunt me on this dying day and forever you will set me free.
and God gave me a dog
God gave me a dog
to teach me about my humanity
To keep me away from my hypocrisies
to make me less mundane
It is small and frail
walking around aimlessly
Following me tirelessly
its sweetness will always prevail
Growing up together
Lessons nobody else could teach you
Tearing away my blue
Don't go away, don't go away
Be always here with me
my heart won't ever set you free
Why must I let you go?
To heavens above
I won't forget you
or the lessons you taught me out in the blue.
God gave me, the Devil gave me
Miles and miles away ... Where do I go?
Where can I hide?
God gave me you, the Devil gave me traveling shoe
God gave me the wanderer's eye
The Devil a few gold coins .. to take me away from your side.
God gave you hunger
The Devil gave my compliance.
God gave you looks
The Devil take you away from me (gave to him)
God gave me a prison
The Devil opened up the door
God made me surrender
The Devil gifted me beggars' eyes.
Am I Home?
Miles and miles away ... Where do I go?
Where can I hide?
So The Devil gave me travelling shoes,
Gave me one last reprieve.
He then gave you hunger,
To deny me the air to breath.
The Devil gave me
Number one at the end of the bar
...and then there was sadness
fueled by rage
and a profound silence.
...words written down on a computer screen.
fueled by love
and a profound silence.
I drive away through empty streets
looking for consolation at the bottom of a bottle.
For I dreamed the impossible dream, over a wireless network
Faces I have never seen
Places I have never been
Numbers on the bottom of a page inflate ones ego.
Promises can be bought so very cheap…
…after a couple of lines exchanged … they soon dissolve to bytes in a sea.
…and I'm back in the twilight again, among famous strangers. Back at the bottom of the bottles as the
Starless nights
Starless nights
I never had a wish granted
Nor a blessing beneath the vine
A seed of love so carefully planted
Never gave no love entwined.
I walk alone this deserted path
Knowingly hazed by its demise
I seek love in the face of wrath
I see only pain in desguise.
Starless nights so weak and weary
Put be back where I belong
Love's painful, ungreatful and leery
Your eyes, like stars
Fail to guide me
I have no hope, only scars.
© 2014 - 2024 mfleury75
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I read this with tears in my eyes and that's the honest truth. I struggle with this now every day of what life I have left. I'm getting older and everyone asks me how old I am to fucking remind me all the time as "IF" I needed that.
Why not just scream out "How much time have you left my good sir?"
I look at TV shows and wonder if this will be the last time I ever see that movie. These holidays I can't help thinking if this is my last one. I even cry when I'm alone at times knowing I'll soon be gone and nothing will change and this world moves on without missing a single beat. How sad it is, and frightening.....no....horrifying to know the sands are all but run out and perhaps nothing but darkness awaits.
I choose to believe in God and all the goodness that surrounds those religions, but in the end...none of us know for sure, and the best we can say is we "hope" some reward awaits us lying ahead or a new life filled with the happiness we were denied on this planet. So much is nothing but a roll of the dice here, and justice is for a tiny few at best.
What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; but what we have done for others and the world remains for all eternity. I pray I will leave something behind that endures, and the way I see this as possible is this can only be the love we had for others....... and the love others had for us.
I believe this is your best work ever.
Why not just scream out "How much time have you left my good sir?"
I look at TV shows and wonder if this will be the last time I ever see that movie. These holidays I can't help thinking if this is my last one. I even cry when I'm alone at times knowing I'll soon be gone and nothing will change and this world moves on without missing a single beat. How sad it is, and frightening.....no....horrifying to know the sands are all but run out and perhaps nothing but darkness awaits.
I choose to believe in God and all the goodness that surrounds those religions, but in the end...none of us know for sure, and the best we can say is we "hope" some reward awaits us lying ahead or a new life filled with the happiness we were denied on this planet. So much is nothing but a roll of the dice here, and justice is for a tiny few at best.
What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; but what we have done for others and the world remains for all eternity. I pray I will leave something behind that endures, and the way I see this as possible is this can only be the love we had for others....... and the love others had for us.
I believe this is your best work ever.